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where are you taking me? #boat #amager #cph #beach #skymeetssea...

Tue, 21 May 2013 20:54:28 +0200

where are you taking me? #boat #amager #cph #beach #skymeetssea #rain #cloudy

godmorgen! #kitchennightmares #skýr #yogitea #raspberry #jam...

Tue, 21 May 2013 12:38:15 +0200

godmorgen! #kitchennightmares #skýr #yogitea #raspberry #jam #blueberries #morning #healthy #breakfast

morgente. #pinkfloyd #animals #tea #mug #morning #awesome...

Sun, 19 May 2013 10:29:26 +0200

morgente. #pinkfloyd #animals #tea #mug #morning #awesome #fangirl

#sunny #blondie #light #scandinavian #paleasfuck #blue #eyes...

Wed, 15 May 2013 23:36:15 +0200

#sunny #blondie #light #scandinavian #paleasfuck #blue #eyes #face #narcissism

#blondie #bored #sunlight #chill #narcissism #girl #blue #eyes

Wed, 15 May 2013 16:21:35 +0200

#blondie #bored #sunlight #chill #narcissism #girl #blue #eyes

I think I want my funeral to be staged with all kinds of little tricks to make sure somebody cracks at some point. Just to help people along. I really wouldn't mind. I've always loved being able to make people laugh, so giving people one last laugh would probably be the icing on the cake. And no, I'm not dying - well, slowly - so yeah, hopefully I can still evolve into a person that can draw a big crowd at that time. More laughs = better karma, I guess. If karma indeed is a valid currency...

Tue, 07 May 2013 09:05:42 +0200

i really hope it’s gonna be like that. you know.
it should always be like that. no one would wish for their dear ones’ sadness. but focus on all the good and happy stuff in stead.
i know death is a strange thing, and hard to handle, but i really don’t think sadness and mourning is the way to go.

Haha, well that's good. I hate it when people just own me in the keep-it-serious department, 'cause I really can't play that game. Of all things in this world, funerals are the events I hate most. Not because they're sad, because you should be sad at that time, and it only seems right to remember a person that is no more. But because all the sobbing, the extremely mourning... I just feel like it's such a staged occasion, and I have to fight so hard not to laugh b/c that would be so terrible!

Fri, 03 May 2013 22:00:07 +0200

haha, funerals are twisted. yea, it sucks a big dick, and i’m always sobbing. but still. it’s like… why do people memorize each other with grief? why don’t we just celebrate what good came to us?
“don’t you cry for the lost, smile for the living, get what you need and give what you’re given”

But I do see they can cause a lot of distress. Yeah, I got a bit fixed on the physical pain. You're right, the mental pain is very much a problem. More so because people lying to you don't qualify them as psychopaths. It just qualifies them as distrustful, which often hurts you more than them. Maybe I've just grown blind to the fears through my last few nihilistic years. My main problem with humanity is the lack of moral and ethics. I guess at some point you just stop fighting back...

Thu, 02 May 2013 10:48:10 +0200

(i just realized i switched from english to danish, and back again, on the one with the edderkoppesans …without me even knowing/realising! jesus, i’m messy)
i still don’t know why people lie. i know, it doesn’t necessarily qualify them as psychopaths, but if the signs become clear through their expertise in acting, i’ll take the fucking run.
maybe. maybe you’re just really strong mentally and have learnt to just… don’t give a crap about people who are no good for you.
i think you’re right. i think there’s a limit, and when you reach it, you stop fighting back.
i just haven’t reached it yet, and i probably never will.

Yeah, I do believe it's a question one should ask oneself in more situations than we do now. People are so scared about everything, and of course - sometimes there is real cause for concern. But often, way too often, I think, people are just scared because they read/hear about some mad stuff that goes on in the world, and they instantly connect it to their own world. Not saying you haven't done your studies thorough, it's just unfortunate to go around worried if there is nothing to worry about.

Thu, 02 May 2013 10:40:10 +0200

yeah, of course. i get that, but you know. i’m raised in paranoia, apparently. my parents wouldn’t leave their bags for a sec on odense banegård, but i didn’t care, because i kinda know it won’t be taken.
well, i mean. they’re paranoid, and i’ll get bitten by the same paranoia, ‘cause i won’t leave my bags for a sec anywhere anymore…
i’m kinda hypocondriac, so it’s kinda hard for me, not imagining the absolutely worst.
i think this world is raised in paranoia, from the news and media.
we always hear about the bad stuff. it’s… sadomasochistic somehow.

Hahaha, oh Spiderman. Of course. Rings a bell now. Just been a very long time since I last saw anything-Spiderman. And my only real childhood superheroes were Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and Power Rangers. Yeah, you say you didn't mean to do it, but are you not just a supervillain in disguise???

Thu, 02 May 2013 10:34:16 +0200

just exactly! well, i remember him, ‘cause it was the only thing they sent in weekends when i was a child. that, and pokémon!

no-ho-ho-hooo i’m nooo-hoo-hoooot (hulker).
i’m not a bad person. i don’t believe in total destruction or revenge

you were the best thing… #tivoli #cph #kiss #love...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 23:30:58 +0200

you were the best thing… #tivoli #cph #kiss #love #happytimes

okay, slap af. attentionwhore #peacock #tivoli #cph #showoff...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 08:40:21 +0200

okay, slap af. attentionwhore #peacock #tivoli #cph #showoff #green #colors

#tivoli #cph #coffee #break #smoke #boyfriend #cosy #sweet...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 11:56:25 +0200

#tivoli #cph #coffee #break #smoke #boyfriend #cosy #sweet #smiling

Haha, so - do you also have a hard time not laughing at moments when you really ought not to? Yeah, I know - and I do believe I'm becoming a more and more social person. But, small steps at a time. As long as it's in the right direction, I won't be trying to rush anything.

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 20:00:19 +0200

YEAH! ohmygod i’m the most inappropriate person ever!
especially laughing when not ought to. seriously. i’m horrible.
no, stress is not necessary at all. you’re hopefully not dying, and rushing things can make it all collapse. that’s why i’ve experienced, at least.

Haha, wow. I'm glad you chose just to ask Jákup then. All the other things seemed excessive, even for me just to mention them, let alone carrying them out! Now, edderkoppesans - that's something I've never EVER heard of! Pretty please do explain, haha! My mind imagines so many different things from that one word, I'm afraid it's going to burn itself out! And yes, a proper hi is most certainly at its place now. clears throat ....hi!!!

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 19:57:53 +0200

yeah, a bit to obsessive, if you ask me.
edderkoppesans, sig mig, har du ikke set spiderman???????
hahahahahahaha. elsker bare det ord. det er sådan lidt den der 6. sans agtige ting.
oh, sorry, i didn’t mean to make your brain implode!

But why is it that you are so caught up in the fear of psychopaths? You say you know people who show clear signs of psychopathy, but couldn't that just stem from your fear? What came first? The signs or the fear? I don't think you should be all that worried. I think there are very, very few people who are capable of doing you harm - and even fewer who want to. Maybe I'm just blind to the fears of the outside world, but I think you overestimate the rate of psychopathy in the general public..

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 19:55:51 +0200

you’ll never know when they snap!
and they are known to lie a lot. and i just HATE IT when people lie to me. i feel so … used. my trust is something that is meant to be broken.
the signs came first, ‘cause i realized it while i was studying psychology 1½ years ago.
and after that, i remembered what the signs were, and yeah.
it’s actually a good question, what comes first…

yeah, but to be hurt is not necessarily meant in the physical way, unfortunately.
and yet, we are but humanbeings. we like to hurt and destroy…

It's great that you appreciate your family. That and learning from being sad, maybe eventually it will turn around for you, and you can finally be happy. I sure think having a loving family can do much for everyone, no matter what situation they're in. It's always the people closest to you who build you up - but of course, they're also the ones who can break you down. Well, yeah. It's kinda sorta a relative measure - you can always choose one over the other, but at least we have room to develop!

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 19:37:16 +0200

yeah, i hope so. i hope it will make me feel like i’m not alone.
family are those who mold you. and not having a family/having a bad family can fuck you up for good.
i think it’s something with bonds. security. a place where you can feel safe. yeah, a safe-zone. quite like a home, except that a home is transportable, it’s something you carry.

parents will have that neverending love for you, no matter how pissed you are at them/they are at you.
that knowledge will hopefully guide me through dark times.

MUA: #MARIA #VESTI #ØTOFT #princess #tulle #beauty #shoot...

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 20:52:50 +0200

MUA: #MARIA #VESTI #ØTOFT #princess #tulle #beauty #shoot #photoshoot #mofofantasticmakeupartwork

always so #clumsy #knee #wound #blood #scratch #hurt #pain...

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 16:55:03 +0200

always so #clumsy #knee #wound #blood #scratch #hurt #pain #hatemyluck

#detnyteater #loveneverdies #musical #theatre #crappy #view #cph

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 19:59:00 +0200

#detnyteater #loveneverdies #musical #theatre #crappy #view #cph